Thursday, April 12, 2012

"ingat kembali"




when i wake up in the middle of morning, then i look out the windows... this feelin' comes again.. feelin' that makes me to remind the real intentions exactly why i'm here... back then.. i really want to go far away from my place... look for new experiences in others places... yeah... that's what i wants before... now,i'm really2 far away from my place and people i loves... this place really taught me about what life's means... how to survive,to lives by ur owns and many things.. sometimes it's hards for me.. there is one time that i really2 want to get out from this place and back to where am i belong... but after thinks about everything i can't.... like what people said "whats to dones have to dones"... why i'm here...???? simple question.. "STUDY" .. the answer for that question... yeah.. im here because of my dream.. to further my study.. but.. what i've done here... instead of study... i have done many things... making new friends, new experiences, face a new challenges and etc... am i doing good so far???? i thinks yes.. but still not good enough... i want to make what i've done here be a best memory in my life's.. why?? because this moment happen once in your life... while u still in this moments.. try to enjoy it as much as possible... after this.. u will not able to experience it agains... i want this moments make me smile when i thinks about it later.. with people around me here.. im sure i will do better because they are better than me.... as long as i know who am i... i will doing good... it's hurt when u thin that u are all alone here.. with no family and ur old friends to support you.. only things u can do now is believe in urself... i always think that i will do as what people told me.. but now.. i realize I CAN'T... i dont want to live as their shadows but live as my own style... i realize it here... just ignore what people talk bad about u.. because it can make u changes urself more better...

thank you

Monday, April 9, 2012

::journey begin part 1::

AMN
FAIQ
MIRUL
NAZEER
AQ@fiezan
member behinds the scene:
yeay!!! aku x tau la nak jerit yeay 2 dgn perasaan pa..hahaha... yeay mungkin aku hepi dapat joli2 kat melaka lagi kot.. and yeay yg xmeriah sgt coz aku berdepan dgan tekanan study lagi..huhu... the third sem and second year me as a student UITM has begun a month before... for the first and second month here quietly goods as far la.. i dont know for the next months... but i hope it will be fine... as far nie byk bnda la yg aku buat ngan my fellows gengs..hehe.. but mostly importants i do is "menghabiskan duit".. OHH NO!!!!. YEAH... BUlan2 awal nie da banyak duit aku habiskan... n duit dalam bank aku tggal berapa jak... $xxx.. cmna la aku nak survive tuk berapa bulan g.. 2la kuat sangat kan jalan.. skerang kw pikir la sdr cmna nak survive.. lol ... banyak sgt benda aku wat dalam sebulan nie.... hurm2... aku pergi GADEK (kolam air panas) kat negeri sembilan... pas 2 aku pergi MELAKA WONDERLAND.. mmg xbest sgt.. x banyak permainan tuk orang dewasa.. dan aku rasa sangat membazir.. dah la masuk bayar 30 ringgit.. huhu.. but at least better than wonderland kat K.K.. bukan nak mengutuk.. tapi K.K wonderland sgt xbes and kecik... aku rasa hepi pergi sana pun cos aku pergi ngan family tercintaku.. lw pergi ngan kawan mmg xbes la jwbnya.. bayar sorang for 15 ringgit is not worth.. mungkin sebab masih dalam pembaikan kot... but i hopes it will going better for the sake of SABAHAN.. hehehe... da lari tajuk da nie... kembali kepada tajuk asal.. hehehe...tp yang plg aku menyesal is aku x join c nazeer p GENTINGS.... ohhhhh TIDAK.... sebabnya aku xda duit da.. kalau la aku berjimat ckit mesti aku join dorang skali.. RUMAH?????... Aku dapat rumah lama la... and the worse is same room but different roomate.. and fyi... aku xtdor kat bilik tu pun. aku menumpang kat bilik c amirul and c nazeer.. hahaha.. aku x bisala la ngan roomate aku... bukan xnak biasakan tapi ntah la.. hard for me to describe it.. lol .... KELAS!!! SO FAR class mengembirakan... cuma mandarin je.. lecture da tukar and lecture tu mmg strict sgt.. x macam lecture2 mandarin kitaorg sebelum nie.... tp aku rasa bagus gak cm 2.. at least i will study more hard for this subject.. and i hope my score for this subject will be better than last two semester... what subjects i take this sem:
1) PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT
as far kelas xla boring sgt..cuma dia cam mengarut sangat.. hahaha.. sebabnya kena present short stories la.. kena cakap depan cermin la.. and xtau kena wat pa lagi seterusnya.. tapi subject nie berkaiatan dengan community service... dah nama community service kena la berbakti sedikit kat orang MELAKA.. hahaha.. sabtu nie kitaorg kena wat community service.. and the end for our mid sem we will go to "PROGRAM ANAK ANGKAT"..
2)PRESENTATION SKILLS
subjek nie aku x tau nak ckp pa.. nak cakap suka x juga.. nak ckp x suka pun xleh.. da namanya presentation skill.. memang kena presen sorang2 la kat depan cetanya.. dah la aku ada darah gemuruh... mmg bergegar la seluruh badan aku kat depan tu bercakap... hahaha... but at least this subject will improve my skills in presentations also my english......
3)ORGANIZATION BEHAVIOUR
subjek nie aku masih g kabur2... sebabnya aku banyak ponteng sgt.. tp kelas nie simple je... 1st kelas kitaorg akan present tajuk yg da pilih.. second class is tutorial with others class.. mmg second class 2 akan penuh.. lambat datang mmg xdapat kerusi and meja cetanya... lecture pun xla garang sgt.. dan lecture nie siap zzzzzz!!! g tym budak present.. hahaha... mgkin penat sgt.. kecian die..
4)QUANTITATIVE ANALYSIS
subjek nie men kira2 juga.. tp xla complicated sgt cam akaun and finance... aku suka subjek nie... tp xtau la dpt jawab ke x final t.. tgok jak la pa rsultnya nanti....
5)STRATEGIC OF HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT
nie kira kesinambungan HRM sem lepas.. biasa la.. dah namanya student of BCHELOR OF HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT mmg kena la ambik subjek nie...dan kalau xsilap.. subjek nie baru g.. kitaorg kiranya the newest bach yang ambik subjek nie.. lecture 2 kata senang je bab masih baru.. tp xtau la "senang"nya 2 cmna kan.... setakat nie still oke g.. i still can understand this subject....
6)FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT
this is the most subject that i worry.. why?? because this subject involves of numbers... and i dont like numbers... aku plg xsuka nak mengira2 nie..... ntah lepas ka x aku subjek nie.. tp mudah-mudahan la lepas..xnak aku men repeat2.. pocah kepala den nak mengira.. hahahaha
7)MANDARIN
subjek nie mmg aku xleh nak score.. aku mmg lembap sangat2.. menhyesal xambik arab... huh.. ntah kenapa la aku pilih subjek nie as my third language... haishh.. dr sem 1 hingga la sekarang aku masih lagi x paham2.... mmg kabur sesangat..... cepat la abis em nie.. so, next sem i dont have to sit this subject again... but if i lulus la... hahaha...
8)KOKO (INSTITUSI KEKELUARGAAN)
Ni yang plg rileks skali.. keja kitaorg dgar je pa org nak bentang.... bukan nak dengar sgt pun... men henpon da la.. hahaha.. subjek nie kira persediaan tau nak memperkenalkan kitaorg sedikit sebanyak tentang alam rumah tangga... mmg xwat pa2 pun.. hahaha... ponteng pun slalu juga..

itulah sedikit sebanyak tentang subjek yang aku ambik sem nie.. and i promise to myself and my family that i will get better result this sem.. AMIN!!!!!!!!!!... tp cm xdapat je... hahah.. pa tidaknya dengan kuat jalan n malas dtg kelas g... mmg x score la... tp semenjak 2 mggu nie aku da semakin rajin ke kelas... mgkin first month 2 mood holiday masih ada g kot.. da akhir2 second month nie da ilang da.. semakin rajin aku datang kelas.. ahhahahha....

mata da penat and aku xtau lagi nak tulis pa.. so, cukup la coretan setakat nie....

to be continued........

 
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