Monday, April 9, 2012

::journey begin part 1::

AMN
FAIQ
MIRUL
NAZEER
AQ@fiezan
member behinds the scene:
yeay!!! aku x tau la nak jerit yeay 2 dgn perasaan pa..hahaha... yeay mungkin aku hepi dapat joli2 kat melaka lagi kot.. and yeay yg xmeriah sgt coz aku berdepan dgan tekanan study lagi..huhu... the third sem and second year me as a student UITM has begun a month before... for the first and second month here quietly goods as far la.. i dont know for the next months... but i hope it will be fine... as far nie byk bnda la yg aku buat ngan my fellows gengs..hehe.. but mostly importants i do is "menghabiskan duit".. OHH NO!!!!. YEAH... BUlan2 awal nie da banyak duit aku habiskan... n duit dalam bank aku tggal berapa jak... $xxx.. cmna la aku nak survive tuk berapa bulan g.. 2la kuat sangat kan jalan.. skerang kw pikir la sdr cmna nak survive.. lol ... banyak sgt benda aku wat dalam sebulan nie.... hurm2... aku pergi GADEK (kolam air panas) kat negeri sembilan... pas 2 aku pergi MELAKA WONDERLAND.. mmg xbest sgt.. x banyak permainan tuk orang dewasa.. dan aku rasa sangat membazir.. dah la masuk bayar 30 ringgit.. huhu.. but at least better than wonderland kat K.K.. bukan nak mengutuk.. tapi K.K wonderland sgt xbes and kecik... aku rasa hepi pergi sana pun cos aku pergi ngan family tercintaku.. lw pergi ngan kawan mmg xbes la jwbnya.. bayar sorang for 15 ringgit is not worth.. mungkin sebab masih dalam pembaikan kot... but i hopes it will going better for the sake of SABAHAN.. hehehe... da lari tajuk da nie... kembali kepada tajuk asal.. hehehe...tp yang plg aku menyesal is aku x join c nazeer p GENTINGS.... ohhhhh TIDAK.... sebabnya aku xda duit da.. kalau la aku berjimat ckit mesti aku join dorang skali.. RUMAH?????... Aku dapat rumah lama la... and the worse is same room but different roomate.. and fyi... aku xtdor kat bilik tu pun. aku menumpang kat bilik c amirul and c nazeer.. hahaha.. aku x bisala la ngan roomate aku... bukan xnak biasakan tapi ntah la.. hard for me to describe it.. lol .... KELAS!!! SO FAR class mengembirakan... cuma mandarin je.. lecture da tukar and lecture tu mmg strict sgt.. x macam lecture2 mandarin kitaorg sebelum nie.... tp aku rasa bagus gak cm 2.. at least i will study more hard for this subject.. and i hope my score for this subject will be better than last two semester... what subjects i take this sem:
1) PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT
as far kelas xla boring sgt..cuma dia cam mengarut sangat.. hahaha.. sebabnya kena present short stories la.. kena cakap depan cermin la.. and xtau kena wat pa lagi seterusnya.. tapi subject nie berkaiatan dengan community service... dah nama community service kena la berbakti sedikit kat orang MELAKA.. hahaha.. sabtu nie kitaorg kena wat community service.. and the end for our mid sem we will go to "PROGRAM ANAK ANGKAT"..
2)PRESENTATION SKILLS
subjek nie aku x tau nak ckp pa.. nak cakap suka x juga.. nak ckp x suka pun xleh.. da namanya presentation skill.. memang kena presen sorang2 la kat depan cetanya.. dah la aku ada darah gemuruh... mmg bergegar la seluruh badan aku kat depan tu bercakap... hahaha... but at least this subject will improve my skills in presentations also my english......
3)ORGANIZATION BEHAVIOUR
subjek nie aku masih g kabur2... sebabnya aku banyak ponteng sgt.. tp kelas nie simple je... 1st kelas kitaorg akan present tajuk yg da pilih.. second class is tutorial with others class.. mmg second class 2 akan penuh.. lambat datang mmg xdapat kerusi and meja cetanya... lecture pun xla garang sgt.. dan lecture nie siap zzzzzz!!! g tym budak present.. hahaha... mgkin penat sgt.. kecian die..
4)QUANTITATIVE ANALYSIS
subjek nie men kira2 juga.. tp xla complicated sgt cam akaun and finance... aku suka subjek nie... tp xtau la dpt jawab ke x final t.. tgok jak la pa rsultnya nanti....
5)STRATEGIC OF HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT
nie kira kesinambungan HRM sem lepas.. biasa la.. dah namanya student of BCHELOR OF HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT mmg kena la ambik subjek nie...dan kalau xsilap.. subjek nie baru g.. kitaorg kiranya the newest bach yang ambik subjek nie.. lecture 2 kata senang je bab masih baru.. tp xtau la "senang"nya 2 cmna kan.... setakat nie still oke g.. i still can understand this subject....
6)FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT
this is the most subject that i worry.. why?? because this subject involves of numbers... and i dont like numbers... aku plg xsuka nak mengira2 nie..... ntah lepas ka x aku subjek nie.. tp mudah-mudahan la lepas..xnak aku men repeat2.. pocah kepala den nak mengira.. hahahaha
7)MANDARIN
subjek nie mmg aku xleh nak score.. aku mmg lembap sangat2.. menhyesal xambik arab... huh.. ntah kenapa la aku pilih subjek nie as my third language... haishh.. dr sem 1 hingga la sekarang aku masih lagi x paham2.... mmg kabur sesangat..... cepat la abis em nie.. so, next sem i dont have to sit this subject again... but if i lulus la... hahaha...
8)KOKO (INSTITUSI KEKELUARGAAN)
Ni yang plg rileks skali.. keja kitaorg dgar je pa org nak bentang.... bukan nak dengar sgt pun... men henpon da la.. hahaha.. subjek nie kira persediaan tau nak memperkenalkan kitaorg sedikit sebanyak tentang alam rumah tangga... mmg xwat pa2 pun.. hahaha... ponteng pun slalu juga..

itulah sedikit sebanyak tentang subjek yang aku ambik sem nie.. and i promise to myself and my family that i will get better result this sem.. AMIN!!!!!!!!!!... tp cm xdapat je... hahah.. pa tidaknya dengan kuat jalan n malas dtg kelas g... mmg x score la... tp semenjak 2 mggu nie aku da semakin rajin ke kelas... mgkin first month 2 mood holiday masih ada g kot.. da akhir2 second month nie da ilang da.. semakin rajin aku datang kelas.. ahhahahha....

mata da penat and aku xtau lagi nak tulis pa.. so, cukup la coretan setakat nie....

to be continued........

Sunday, January 29, 2012

::GIVES YOU HELL::

gives you hell ~ By All Americans Rejects

yeah.. i want to gives u hell.. damnn... i really2 fuckin hate on u... why??? cause u make my life sucks dude.. why in this world i have to deal with u??? i don't know why?? seriously.. i just can't find answer why u treat me bad... is it i'm doing something wrong to u??? i steal something from u??? or i hurt u??? but.. i don't think so.. i treat u better as i can... but what i get from u... huh!!!! when i see u i just want to punch u... and my leg want to kick ur ass... but i know.. doing something like that not going to solve this... now... just do what u want.. i will let it as long as i can face it.. but, when i lost my patience don't blame me... cause u are the one who make me do it... dude... .. i don't do anything not because i'm afraid of u but i don't want make things getting worse... don't test me.. cause u don't know what i can do when i lost my temper... SHAME ON U!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, December 30, 2011

::end of 2011::

it ends tonight's ~ All American Rejects

i choose this song for ends of 2011....

yeah.. it's end tonight's..2011 officially close it's page yesterday... now.. i wish nothing but the best for you... let's welcome 2012... hehe.. big smile in the first morning of 2012... wish??? oh no.!!! i'm not going to make a wish.. why??? because the "wish" thing not working at all for me.. so, i think it's better for me to follow the flow of this year...

2011????
many things happen in this year.. there's a lot to talk about it... let's make it simple.. i started this year in a new place in MELAKA which is where i am now... why i'm here??... simple... i'm here because i am accepted as a degree student of UITM... hehehe.. it's the best thing happens for me in this year... yeay.... a lot of memory to remembered... sadness, happiness, experiences, challenges and so on... wow... i manage to live this year happily.. in a new place, new friends, new environment and maybe as a new person... no!! i'm just kidding about "as a new person" lol... THANKS TO GOD... i manage to live because of HIM... and much loves for peoples around me... My family, friends, and especially to person that i most love in this world my mom, my bapa, my nenek, my makcik, my siblings, and my niece... thanks to you all because always stand by me .. much love for you all.. muahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! and to my old and new friends thanks a lot....... special thanks to my new friends because always help me here..

i wish nothing but the best for you~ Adele

this song for a new 2012...
2012???
i don't know what gonna happen this year.. but i hope this year will become more awesome than before.. AMIN!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD..... let's welcome this year with a big smile in our face.......

Monday, December 12, 2011

:thank you::

when night is coming.. there's a lot of things play in my mind.. today, while i listening music i remembered what I've done before... then i smile alone... oh God.. i wish i can go back there... i remembered when i had a great time with my friends.. its a long time ago.. back then, we use to hang out togethers.. doing things what we want to do.. no matter is good or bad we still do it.. but now, everyone is grown up.. everybody have their own life.. just like me... but all the moments we create together is the wonderful things in my life... we screw all the things.. skip school together, chase by the guard, hang out till the morning,club***** and so on.. Thanks to God... You give me such a wonderful friends to stand by me.. i know You send them to me for a reasons.. and i think i know the reasons... You send them to tell me whats is life is all about... to teach me how to live this life.. to stand by me when i need them.. You send people who accept me as who i am.. and to told me good or bad... i know i 'm not a perfect friend but i try to become a good friends...

i found this happiness when YOU test my family... yeah.. that's the truth... "saat kita tercari-cari matahari, Allah menurunkan hujan.. kita menangis mencari kemana hilangnya matahari.. rupa-rupanya Allah ingin menghadiahkan kita pelangi".. i'm not sure if write this sentence correct or not.. but its something like that.. what i want to say is... this sentence is true.. when God test us, actually He want to give us something ... so don't be to sad.. that's whats happen to me.. somethings that's i never imagine just happen to me.. and it's almost ruin everything's.. but behind all of that.. i found the happiness that i never imagine i can get... i found all these people.. people who's teach me everything's and people who's help me grow up to face the real life.... a precious gifts from God.. they know how to comfort me.. how to make me happy... when i sad they always by my side...

BUT... u can't ask only a good persons in your life.. there's always black when white is just fine... yeah.. this kind of person ??? i just want to kick their ass out of my life... i don't need them... what the hell they doing in my life ..if they want to spoil everything's just forget it.. i'm not letting them to do it... i'm not strong to faced them but i have people around me to fight them... i found many of them in my life.. a friends only when they need u... a friends that always stab your back and friends that have a split character which i called them "RUBBISH"... BUT.. i just can't throw them away... cause i'm not like them... if u want to be my friend.. it's okey with me... actually.. this kind of people teach me how to live this life carefully.. just like what my mom tell me.. be a friends with all people.. take the good things from them and the bad things take it as a experiences...

wow... now i realize .. realize that i manage to live my life awesome till now.. hahaha... yesterday become a history... today is a real things and tomorrow is a mystery... i live my life awesome.. how about u??? think about it.. and i'm sure u gonna smile.. thinks about it make u more appreciate your life... Thanks to God because give me a such wonderful life.. and i want to thanks to all people around me who make my life precious... and people who spoil everything's i forgive you..haha.. Good night world...

:::::::::LIVE LIFE LOVE YOUR LIFE::::::::






Wednesday, December 7, 2011

I need my strength now. Yeah, I need them. I need my mom, I need my father, I need my aunt, I need my friend and I need my family now. Seriously, everything here is just not right. I need them to talk to and I need their arms and their shoulders to put my head on. It’s true I have friends here but I just want them. Yeah, I’m happy outside but inside of me am lonely. I don’t know why? And I can’t say it in a word. I just need a few hours to meet all of them. I wish I were there with them now. Laughing and hang out. I miss all the moment. The way they treat me, how they make me happy. And for sure is, they know how to comfort me when I’m down. I’m not saying my friends here are not good enough but for moment like this I need someone that knows me well. I can smile when I’m here with my friends, going to class like usually, laughing; hang out, watching movie and so on. But, when I’m laying my body, all the people I need just come out from my head. Well, I guess I miss them too much. When am with them, everything is fine. All the things are just like what I want. Huh. I need my family. I want to be with them. I want to laugh and share the day happily. I need my friends there. I want to hang out until the morning. Even only in a small village but it’s enough for us to spend our time together. I don’t need a bowling, movie, or something like that when I’m with them. We just need a place to sit together and that’s enough to make our day pass awesome. I don’t need internet with them. And I don’t need a fake smile when I’m not happy with them. But here, when I’m down I need to pretend everything is okay. But the truth is NOT. It’s not means I’m being hypocrites here, but I just can’t share it yet. When with them, I can be like what I use to be. But here, I just can’t. OH GOD, I wish I can throw all this feelings far away. I have a test to do and my final exam is coming soon. I NEED MY STRENGHT.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

When I look outside the window.. I wondering if I ready and did I manage to wake up for tomorrow... ??? Yeah.. I manage to live today but can I tomorrow..??? And I don't know what’s waiting me tomorrow, but for sure is I have to face it... no matter what happen good or bad I will just go through it.. Cause I know I can face it like what I did today... and I know I have awesome people around me to walk by my side... thanks to Allah... I hope all this people will stand by my side forever and ever until my breath stop.. Tomorrow is waiting for me... it gonna bring me a new life and new experience also new challenges... I can't wait to face it but am I ready...???? I hope I can be more better than today cause perfect is impossible.. no one is perfect... night is just pass... sunlight is waiting to shine... no matter what happen I know I can through it... and I will put all my strength.... WAITING FOR TOMORROW.....

Saturday, November 26, 2011

pfffttt

sometimes u need to think of yourself... who cares about what peoples talks bout u.. u are who u are.. let them talks what they want.. as long as u happy then keep going... no one can stop what u want to do.. be a leader in Ur life and not a slave dude,,,.. since Ur a leader make Ur own soldier.. bring them to Ur battlefield... make a strategy.. lead Ur soldier.. u can win if u think so.. but,, watch out Ur soldier.. without them u are not too strong.. its true u can win by yourself.. but, it easy when u have a soldier... two is better than one rights..?? what i want to say is... Ur life Ur rules... if there is someone want to break Ur rule.. kick their ass.. who the hell they think they are... in Ur life they have to follow Ur rule... if they don't... forget them.. keep smile n smile....
 
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